Cohen is a small amount better today. He is having a few less spells and was more stable in his breathing while we were there. The changes are so small you have to really look to see them-
We went to the hospital early this morning and stayed until they closed at 12:30. (the NICU closes from 6-8 am and pm and 12:30-1:30 am and pm) We had to come home to take care of some things this afternoon. Leaving him is still so hard. I feel torn trying to spend as much time as possible with Cohen, and balancing time with Calee and Ames. I don't want to neglect anyone. I know we will get in a more normal routine when the holidays are over, and hopefully it will get easier.
It has been nice to spend the evening with Justin, Calee and Ames. My prayer today is that we will have our complete family home soon. I know it will take time--but I am already dreaming about it!
Happy New Year to you all.